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Why me..
why won't this pain subside?
Created on 2003-11-17 15:46:15 (#1467407), last updated 2004-11-19
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Basic Info| Name: | *~chaotic*nightmare~* |
|---|---|
| Birthdate: | 11-04 |
| Location: | Houston, Texas, United States |
Biobaffled confused
lost lonely
wish i could have known you longer
wish you would have cared better
sent me out of your life forever
sent me out to defend for myself
i hate what you did
i hate you and your family
coming to get you yes i am
coming to find the reason of why
you said i would understand
you said i could forgive
i chose not to forgive
i chose to not believe you and your lies
i want a father who cares
i want a father who loves
you show no feelings for that
you didn't even want me born
you tried to kill me when i was unborn
you're trying to kill me now
leave me alone
leave me with the reason of why you told me you didn't love me!
lost lonely
wish i could have known you longer
wish you would have cared better
sent me out of your life forever
sent me out to defend for myself
i hate what you did
i hate you and your family
coming to get you yes i am
coming to find the reason of why
you said i would understand
you said i could forgive
i chose not to forgive
i chose to not believe you and your lies
i want a father who cares
i want a father who loves
you show no feelings for that
you didn't even want me born
you tried to kill me when i was unborn
you're trying to kill me now
leave me alone
leave me with the reason of why you told me you didn't love me!
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50's music, a fire inside, a static lullaby, acting crazy, angel wings, angels, being loved, being myself, being scared, best friends, black eyeliner, black velvet, blink 182, blue october, bowling for soup, boxcarracer, boy's night out, boyfriends, bright eyes, bunnies, candles, clouds, comedies, computer stuff, cool whip, copeland, cuddling, darkness, dashboard confessional, de-ja-vu, deathcab for cutie, drama, dreams, everlast, everything pink and black, faeries, falling leaves, feeling loved, feeling of emptiness, feelings of unconcern, first dates, first kiss, flowers, form of rocket, funeral for a friend, glow-in-the-dark stuff, good charlotte, gothic pictures, grey clouds, guitars, h.i.m., halloween, happiness, heated pools, horror movies, horses, hugs, jello shots, kisses, kitties, lemon drops, lightning, likeness of death, long-sleeve shirts, lovely things, loving others, melon balls, midsummer, modest mouse, moon, music, my chemical romance, mythical creatures, nice expensive cars, ok go, out cold, pain, parties, peaceful moments, personal hatred, personalized pens, pink satin sheets, plaid skirts, poetry, polka dots, puppies, rain, ribbons, rites of spring, romance, rooney, rose petals, running, saves the day, scars, sex, shiny stuff, shooting stars, shoulders to cry on, simple plan, smile empty soul, smiley faces, snow, snowboarding, soccer, soymilk, starbucks, stars, stone sour, strawberry daqaris, stuffed animals, sugarcult, suicidal attempts, sushi, suspense, sweetarts, swings, switchfoot, system of a down, tattoos, tears, the ataris, the word spiffy, three days grace, thunder storms, thursday, tsunami bomb, unicorns, vegetarianism, warm blankets, wind blowing, winter weather, wishes, yellow card
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